Still Waiting

Monday, July 11, 2005

went for a jog yesterday.. so tired.. i;m just back from school.. going to the sea sports carnival later. so sian.. have to row boat for CO!! well. i just love rowing, not that i simply love CO hor.

well. bc just told me he's sad cos he, alex and patrick is "steadless". well.. promoting boonching now.. anyone? =) my didi leh.. so ke ai de lor.. must snatch okie.. haha.. actually i think its alright being single, sometimes its even more free.. even though after tasting love, one would definitely feel lonely at times, but friends will be there for u if they can, while family will definitely be there always. thats a fact i've learnt and cant deny.. well.

so tired today.. dunno issit that i dont have enuff sleep or wad lor. zz.. so tired le.

and today is darn boring.. damn sian. haiz.. gotta get out of house by 1.15pm.. sian..

and i really miss my CO mates lots.. shen gan die... and i really mean lots. have been thinking back on the sec sch life i used to have.. so happy and carefree.. just crushing on guys and looking around for eye candies.. simple yet contented life. haiz... now that i've seen the other side of life, things seems to be much more complicated already.. and i've lost all interest in guys.. but that doesnt mean i'll become a lesbian lor.. i wanna have kids in future de leh.. but.. who knows i'll change my mind? ;) lol..

gtg.. will blog when i'm back. there's so much work, and SPA tmr.. pple, pronounce me dead.

-when are you coming back? ;